i woke up this morning and started to cry. i don’t know why i started crying, i just did. one of those body shaking, snot running and get the hiccups cry. i didn’t have any bad dreams. i am not in darkness. i feel safe and secure. i’m not sad. i don’t feel stressed. i am a bit befuddled by the whole situation. even after i got up and began my day, the tears have continued to flow.
there are some specific things i have to do today. thankfully, they can all be done from home. as i type this, tears are still falling. maybe sometimes there is no cognitive reason for the tears. i have always believed tears are the result of too much pressure applied to the heart. i am not sure that is the case today. i am thinking rather than fighting them, i’ll let them come as they may and accept it for what it is. a moment of tears.
today i am thankful for ..
- my stack of paperwork is significantly smaller
- a willingness to accept what i don’t understand
- my plants are rebounding from my move
- jimmy fallon. chelsea handler. ellen. my guaranteed laugh a day
affectionately yours, Laura